Chapter 3 - The Ghost with Green Eyes

Grant didn't wait for the sheriff. He hit the door with his shoulder, stumbling into the room like a man falling off a cliff.
The room was dim. The heavy exterior shutters had been screwed into the window frames from the outside—I knew, because I had seen Cole with the battery drill two years ago on the night of the storm. The only illumination came from a single green-shaded banker’s lamp sitting on a small table beside the bed.
The bed was a simple narrow cot, nothing like the four-poster walnut bed Hannah had shared with Grant in the east wing.
A woman was sitting on the edge of the mattress.
She was wearing a faded blue cotton dress that had belonged to my sister—one I had brought her thirteen months ago when her own clothes had rotted away at the underarms from sweat and washing in a bathroom basin. Her hair, which used to be the color of wild honey and kept in neat French braids, was long, thin, and fell past her shoulder blades in graying streaks. Her cheekbones looked like knives trying to cut their way out through parchment skin.
She was twenty-nine years old, but she looked fifty.
Yet her eyes were the same river-green as Lily’s.
"Hannah," Grant fell to his knees on the rug before her, reaching out hands that were shaking so violently he could not keep his fingers straight. He didn't touch her; he hovered over her like he was afraid she was made of soot and would blow away if he breathed too hard. "Hannah... oh God, Hannah..."
Hannah didn't look at him.
Her eyes drifted past her husband’s trembling shoulders. She didn't look at Sheriff Miller, who had taken his hat off and was standing in the doorway with his mouth pressed into a line so tight his lips were white. She didn't look at Lily, who was clinging to the deputy’s trouser leg, peeking around the frame with wide, terrified eyes.
She looked at me.
"Rosa," she said. Her voice was thin, dry as dried corn husks rustling in an autumn wind. "Is it twelve o'clock?"
"It’s twelve-thirty, child," I said, stepping into the room and kneeling beside the cot. I took her hands. They were cold, the skin papery and dry, the nails cut down to the quick with the kitchen shears I had smuggled in seven months ago. "I was late with the tray. I'm sorry."
"I heard the singing," Hannah whispered. Her fingers curled around mine with surprising strength—the desperate, iron grip of a drowning woman. "Lily sang the robin song. Did she sing it right?"
"She sang it right," I said.
"Mommy!" Lily broke away from Deputy Jenkins. She ran across the room, her patent-leather shoes skidding on the braided rug, and threw herself against Hannah’s knees.
Hannah stiffened for half a second—two years of four walls and dead silence had made her wild, like an animal kept in an iron crate. Then she looked down.
She touched Lily’s hair. Her hand was shaking, the fingers tracing the curve of the child’s ear, the small cleft in her chin, the purple crayon smudges on the sleeve of her Sunday dress.
"My baby," Hannah said. It was not a cry; it was a groan from the bottom of her lungs, an animal sound that had been stopped up behind oak and brass for two summers. "My baby girl."
Grant was sobbing now, his forehead pressed against Hannah’s knee, his hands clawing at the hem of her faded blue dress. "How? How did this happen? Eleanor told me... Cole said the car was in the river! They gave me the ashes, Hannah! I held the urn!"
Hannah slowly raised her head. For the first time, she looked toward the doorway.
Eleanor was standing there. She had not come into the room; she stood on the parquet of the hall, her arms still crossed over her gray silk chest. Her face was completely smooth, devoid of horror, devoid of shame. It was the face of an empress watching a peasant revolt through the bars of a palace gate.
"You should have stayed in the car, Hannah," Eleanor said quietly. Her voice did not carry an ounce of remorse. "If you had stayed in the car as Cole told you to, none of this unpleasantness would have been necessary."
"You monstrous bitch," Grant roared, leaping to his feet. He lunged toward the doorway, his fists balled, his face congested with purple fury.
Sheriff Miller caught him by the chest, throwing his bulk between the two Aldridges. "Easy, Grant! Back up! Sarah, get the bus out here. Call the county rescue squad. Tell them we need a transport for a severely malnourished female, and tell them to bring the state police investigator with them."
"No need for the rescue squad," Eleanor said coldly. "Dr. Thorne has been monitoring her condition. She has been provided with food, medical care, and shelter. She is mentally incompetent, Tom. She had a psychotic break after the child was born. She attempted to destroy this family. We took the only step that preserved our name and her dignity."
"Her dignity?" Miller’s voice shook. "You chained your daughter-in-law in a study like a hog in a fattening pen, Eleanor! In forty years of county work, I have never seen anything so goddamned rotten."
"She signed the deed of relinquishment," Cole spoke up from behind his mother, though his voice lacked conviction; he was sweating through his linen shirt, his eyes darting toward the front door as though calculating the time it would take to reach his truck. "She signed over her grandfather’s shares in the valley timber tracts. She did it willingly. She wasn't well."
I stood up from the cot. I pulled the small black-and-red notebook from my pocket.
"She didn't sign anything willingly," I said.
The hallway went completely quiet again. Even Lily stopped her whimpering, looking up at the notebook in my hand.
"What is that?" Miller asked.
"For thirty years, Mrs. Aldridge told me I was just the help," I said, flipping the yellowed pages under the green light of the desk lamp. "She was right. I helped her clean this house. I helped her raise her sons. And for two years, I helped her keep this child alive. Every meal I carried down this hall. Every bottle of water. Every time Cole came in here with a fountain pen and a sheet of paper with the state seal at the top. I wrote down the date. I wrote down the time. I wrote down the brand of the tranquilizers Dr. Thorne brought in his black bag."
I looked directly at Cole.
"And on the night of October fourteenth," I said, "I wrote down the license plate of the wrecker Cole used to pull Hannah’s empty Volvo out of the driveway and roll it down the embankment into the Blackwater River while Hannah was lying on the floor of the pantry, drugged on chloral hydrate."
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Cole turned gray. He took two steps backward down the hall, turned, and ran for the front door.
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