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Chapter 10 - The Ground Beneath My Boots

The regional post office in Newark was a squat, limestone building constructed during the New Deal, its facade decorated with relief carvings of steam locomotives and biplanes carrying mail sacks across the continent.

On the last day of my terminal leave, I walked into the customer service lobby at four-fifteen in the afternoon.

Arthur Greer was standing behind the sorting counter, wearing his blue postal shirt with the embroidered eagle patch on the sleeve. He had a pair of reading glasses perched on his forehead, his leather-gloved hands methodically slotting letters into the wooden pigeonholes behind him.

"You're late, Vance," he grunted without turning around.

"Traffic on Route 16 was backed up by the grain elevator," I said, leaning against the polished brass service bar.

He finished slotting a bundle of circulars, took off his reading glasses, and turned to face me. He had a brown cardboard box resting on the counter beside him, sealed with heavy paper tape.

"What's that?" I asked.

"Your files," Arthur said, tapping the box with a blunt finger. "The original manifest logs. The tracking slips. Sarah Jenkins brought them back from the station this morning after they archived the broadcast segment. Thought you might want to keep them."

"Why would I want to keep them?"

"Because in ten years, you're going to wake up in the middle of the night and wonder if you made the whole thing up," Arthur said, his eyes drilling into mine with that ancient, veteran clarity that didn't need adjectives. "You're going to wonder if you were too hard on them. You're going to wonder if you should have just swallowed the lie to keep the peace. You keep that box in your closet. Whenever you start feeling guilty, you open it up and read the dates."

I looked at the box. Then I reached out and pulled it toward me, the cardboard heavy and solid beneath my hands.

"What are you going to do now, Emily?" he asked.

"Ohio State," I said. "Civil engineering program. The GI Bill covers tuition and housing. I signed the lease on a two-bedroom apartment in Clintonville yesterday."

"Clintonville," Arthur nodded, a rare, faint smile touching the corners of his weathered mouth. "Good neighborhood. Lots of trees. Old brick houses. Nobody there knows who Diane Vance is."

"Nobody there needs to," I said.

I picked up the box, tucking it under my left arm. I extended my right hand across the counter.

Arthur Greer looked at my hand, then looked up at my face. Slowly, deliberately, he took my hand in his rough, calloused palm, his grip firm, steady, and warm.

"You did good, Specialist," he said softly. "You held your ground."

"Thank you, Arthur," I said. "For the mail. And for the ride."

"Just doing my route, kid," he muttered, turning back toward his wooden sorting boxes, his hands already reaching for the next bundle of envelopes. "Just delivering what was sent."

I walked out of the post office into the late afternoon sunlight.

The air in Newark was cold and clear, smelling of dry leaves and distant rain. The street was busy with people leaving work, cars humming over the asphalt, children on bicycles racing each other along the sidewalk.

I stood on the stone steps of the building, holding the box against my ribs, and took a long, deep breath into my lungs.

For four years, they had told the world I was behind bars.

For four years, they had locked my name away in a small, dark room built of shame and social cowardice.

I stepped off the bottom step, my boots hitting the pavement with a clean, confident click, and walked toward the bus stop that would take me to Columbus.

The uniform was packed away in the duffel bag in Arthur's truck, ready for the cedar chest.

The letters were in the box.

May you like

The truth was on the record.

And the road ahead of me was wide, open, and completely, undeniably my own.

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