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Chapter 10 - The Sunlight in the High Ceilings

One year later, the light in my new home was different.

It did not filter through heavy, dusty velvet drapes or struggle against the dark, suffocating woodwork of an ancestral tomb.

It poured through ten-foot industrial factory windows, spilling across wide planks of pale Scandinavian white oak, bouncing off high, soaring ceilings of exposed white brick, and filling every corner of my Cambridge loft with pure, unadulterated gold.

It was Saturday evening.

The aroma of roasting lemon chicken, fresh rosemary, and garlic bread filled the air—an aroma that belonged to no one but me.

In the center of the open-concept living area sat my Italian leather sectional—the Poltrona Frau, clean, beautifully conditioned, and arranged in an inviting U-shape around a low concrete coffee table.

In the kitchen, my Sub-Zero refrigerator hummed with a quiet, powerful purr. My La Marzocco espresso machine gleamed on the quartz island, its brass pressure gauge resting perfectly at nine bars.

And in the dining area stood the white oak table.

Ten people were seated around it.

There were no Carters.

There was Clara, my closest friend from Miller & Thorne; my uncle Richard, who had traded his legal robes for a linen shirt and was laughing loudly at a story about a corrupt real estate developer; two junior partners I had recently mentored; and a few dear, genuine friends who loved me for who I was, not for what address I could provide for their social resumes.

I walked out of the kitchen carrying a large, hand-painted ceramic bowl—my mother’s bowl.

It had been cleaned, polished, and filled to the brim with a bright, crisp salad of arugula, shaved fennel, and pomegranate seeds.

“Dinner is served,” I announced, placing the bowl squarely in the center of the oak table.

Clara raised her wineglass—a crystal goblet that I had bought, that I had unpacked, and that sat on a table that was unequivocally mine.

“To Natalie,” Clara said, her eyes shining with warmth. “To the woman who knows how to keep the books, and who knows what she’s worth.”

“To Natalie!” the table echoed.

The glasses clinked—a bright, clear, musical chime that rang out through the vast, open space, completely unencumbered by the weight of old ghosts, inherited deeds, or hollow names.

I sat down at the head of my table.

I picked up my fork.

I looked around the room—at the friends who loved me, at the furniture I had earned, at the sunlight fading into a soft lavender dusk over the Charles River, and at the front door that would never, ever be pointed at again.

May you like

I smiled.

And for the first time in my life, I was finally home.

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