Chapter 8 - The Visitation

The Sussex County Detention Center did not smell like mahogany or old books. It smelled of industrial bleach, floor wax that had been laid down over dirt, and the peculiar, cold grease of institutional food.
Evelyn Bennett sat behind the reinforced glass partition of the non-contact visiting booth.
She had been stripped of the dove-grey silk. Now she wore an orange jumpsuit of rough cotton that was three sizes too large for her narrow frame. Her hair, which had been set twice a week by a stylist in Greenville for forty years, was limp and greasy, pinned behind her ears with plastic clips.
She looked at me through the scratches in the acrylic pane.
"Did you come to gloat, Mara?" she asked. Her voice through the tiny perforated speaker was metallic and thin. "Did you come to see the imposter behind bars?"
I didn't sit down on the round steel stool. I stood with my hands in the pockets of my wool coat, looking down at her.
"I came to bring you this," I said, sliding a single sheet of paper through the narrow documents slot at the base of the partition.
She didn't reach for it immediately. Her eyes darted from my face to the paper, suspicious, feral. "What is it? Another subpoena?"
"It’s an authorization for private medical evaluation," I said. "Vance has arranged for you to be transferred to a residential psychiatric facility in Maryland pending trial. The U.S. Attorney has agreed not to oppose the bail modification, provided you surrender your passport and submit to twenty-four-hour electronic monitoring."
Evelyn stared at the paper. Her hands—shaking, the red nail polish chipped down to the quick—reached out and touched the vellum.
"Why?" she whispered. "You hate me. You’ve hated me since you were twelve."
"I don't hate you, Evelyn," I said.
The use of her first name hit her harder than any insult. Her mouth twitched.
"I spent twelve years in the service," I continued, my voice steady, unhurried, rhythmic. "I have seen what human beings do to each other when the lights go out. I have seen men trade their friends’ lives for a three-room house in a valley they’ll never see again. I have seen mothers give up their sons to local commanders for three bags of seed wheat. You aren't special, Evelyn. You aren't an evil genius. You’re just a small, frightened woman who married a man she didn't understand, and spent thirty years trying to turn his work into a country club membership."
"Thomas was a fool," she hissed, her eyes suddenly blazing with that old, venomous energy. "He cared more about his soldiers than he did about his own family! He lived in that laboratory! He let Caleb grow up without an inheritance!"
"Caleb had an inheritance," I said. "He had three million dollars in trust, an Ivy League education, and a father who would have given him the world if he had ever spent an honest hour working for it. But you wanted Caleb to run Bennett Meridian because you knew you couldn't control me."
"You were never mine," she whispered. Her face twisted into a mask of pure, unadulterated hatred. "From the day you were born, you had his eyes. That cold, stubborn, ridiculous look. You thought you were better than everyone else. You thought because you went off to play soldier with those animals that you were holy!"
She leaned against the partition, her breath fogging the plastic.
"I told them the truth," she said, her voice dropping into a rhythmic, manic hiss. "You *are* a fraud, Mara. You aren't a daughter. You’re a weapon your father built to punish me. And I hope that shrapnel in your side moves three inches to the left."
I looked at her through the fogged plastic.
There was no anger left in me. There was only the immense, cold clarity that comes when you finally clear a ridge line and see the entire valley laid out beneath you—every dead tree, every dry well, every abandoned position.
"The order is on the desk, Evelyn," I said, turning toward the heavy steel exit door. "Sign it or stay here until the trial. It makes no difference to the firm."
"Mara!" she screamed behind me, her fists hammering against the glass with a dull, hollow *thump-thump-thump*. "Mara! Don't you walk away from me! I am your mother! I gave you life!"
The guard buzzed the lock.
The steel door clicked open with a heavy, mechanical sigh.
May you like
I stepped through into the corridor and didn't look back.
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