Chapter 10 - The Souvenir Shells and a New Baseline
By Sunday evening, my house was my own again.
The front door had been locked with the brass deadbolt. The hall clock clicked its little brass tongue into the cogs, its sound steady, predictable, and comforting in the twilight.
I had unpacked my suitcase. The laundry was folded in the basket; the Portuguese soap was in the dish beside the sink; and on the mantle above the fireplace sat a small, painted ceramic rooster from Lisbon—the *Galo de Barcelos*—which the woman in the Alfama shop had told me was a symbol of good luck and the courage to speak the truth when no one else would.
A light knock sounded on the front door.
Two distinct, polite taps.
I walked down the hall and opened it.
Eli was standing on the stoop. He was wearing clean jeans and his school track jacket. He wasn't slouching. In his hand, he held a small plastic container with three pieces of blueberry coffee cake.
"Grandma," he said. "Mom made this. She asked if I could drop it off, but she told me to make sure you weren't busy first."
"I am never too busy for coffee cake, Eli," I said, stepping back to let him into the foyer.
He came in, wiping his sneakers carefully on the mat Charles had laid down so many years ago. He set the container on the table beside the mail, then reached into his pocket and pulled out the dark green, heavy sea pebble I had given him on Friday.
"I looked this up," he said, turning the stone over in his fingers. "It’s basalt. Volcanic. From the ocean floor."
"Manuel told me it was three million years old," I said.
Eli smiled. "That’s pretty cool."
He looked around the quiet living room, where the lamps were turned low and my pottery bowl—the one that leaned like it was seasick—sat on the coffee table, filled with matchbooks and dried lavender.
"Are you going back?" he asked.
"Where? Portugal?"
"Anywhere," he said. "You have that look now. Like the kids at school who have their driver's licenses."
I laughed—a deep, full sound that filled the corners of the room that Charles had left behind.
"Joyce and I are looking at Scotland for October," I told him. "She wants to see the castles. I want to see the sheep."
Eli nodded, his jaw firm, his eyes steady. "Dad said he’d help me get a weekend job at the bike shop so I can save up for a car. He said we shouldn't ask you for rides anymore unless it’s an emergency."
"Your father," I said, feeling a warmth rise in my chest that had nothing to do with medronho brandy and everything to do with grace, "is finally learning how to read the road."
After Eli left, walking down the driveway with his hands in his pockets, whistling a tune I didn't recognize, I walked into the kitchen.
The red folder was gone. Tori had taken it with her, but she had left behind a small, handwritten index card, taped neatly to the side of the refrigerator.
It didn't have instructions. It had three sentences:
*Tuesdays: Tori cooks.*
*Thursdays: Caleb cooks.*
*Sundays: We would love to have you for dinner, if you are in town and have nothing better to do.*
I looked at the card for a long time. Then I reached into the drawer, took out a magnet shaped like a Portuguese sardine, and pinned the card to the steel door.
I poured myself a cup of chamomile tea, walked through the French doors onto my back porch, and sat down in the wooden rocker Charles had built for my fiftieth birthday.
The evening was warm. The fireflies were just beginning to blink over the lawn, tiny sparks of green fire floating in the dark between the maple trees.
May you like
My calendar on the kitchen counter was completely empty for the next two weeks.
I set my tea on the railing, leaned back against the slats of the chair, and listened to the crickets start their music in the grass. The night was vast, the air was sweet, and for the first time in five years, my time belonged to nobody in the world except the woman sitting in the chair.
