dramahub

Chapter 3 - The Gaslight Dinner

The sound of Julian’s soft babble from the basket on the floor pulled me back from the edge of sheer panic.

*Three days.*

I had seventy-two hours before Nicholas walked into a judge’s chambers with this folder, backed by the medical authority of Dr. Althea Sterling and the daily observational logs of Nurse Brenda, to legally rip my son from my arms and have me forcibly remanded to a secure psychiatric facility.

I pulled out my phone. With steady, methodical precision, I photographed every single page of the folio. I photographed the court petitions, Dr. Sterling’s falsified clinical notes, the staged photographs of the knives, and the lipstick scrawls. I uploaded every image directly to a hidden, encrypted cloud drive that Nicholas’s IT team couldn't touch.

I closed the folder. I locked the credenza. I returned the keys to the soapstone box behind my architectural books.

Then I carried Julian back upstairs, stripped off my sweater, and lay down on the bed just as the grandfather clock chimed ten times.

Below, the front door opened.

The heavy, rubber-soled squeak of Nurse Brenda’s shoes moved through the hallway.

“Sophie?” her voice called up the stairs, dripping with that hollow, patronizing cheerfulness that nurses use on the terminally confused. “It’s Brenda, dear. Let’s see how our little mother is managing today.”

I pulled the duvet up to my chin. I bit the inside of my cheek until the sharp tang of blood filled my mouth, forcing tears to well up in my eyes.

“Up here,” I called back, making my voice sound cracked, weak, and terrified.

Brenda appeared in the doorway. She was a stout woman of fifty, wearing navy medical scrubs and carrying a clipboard. Her eyes immediately went to the bedside table, checking for the empty water glass Nicholas usually left there.

“Nicholas said you had a rough morning,” Brenda said, stepping into the room and immediately lifting Julian from his Moses basket without asking. Julian let out a sharp cry of protest, squirming against her stiff uniform. “Poor little thing. He senses your tension, you know. Anxious mother, anxious baby. Did you take your medicine?”

“Yes,” I whispered, staring at the wall behind her. “He watched me take it.”

Brenda gave a tight, satisfied nod, scribbling something onto her clipboard. *Patient displays flat affect and emotional detachment,* she was almost certainly writing.

“Good. I’ll take Julian downstairs for his feeding. You need to sleep, Sophie. Nicholas mentioned having guests over tonight for dinner—his mother and Dr. Sterling are coming to see how you’re progressing. You’ll want to look presentable, won’t you?”

My heart gave a hard, cold jolt.

*Dr. Sterling is coming here tonight.*

“Yes,” I said, pulling the covers tighter. “I’ll rest.”

The moment Brenda carried Julian down the stairs, I slipped out of bed.

I couldn't fight this alone. Nicholas had money, influence, high-priced lawyers, and a corrupt medical professional willing to perjure herself to ruin me. If I went to the police right now with nothing but camera footage from an unverified baby monitor and claims that my husband was poisoning my vitamins, Nicholas’s lawyers would have me committed before the sun went down. They would claim the camera footage was a manifestation of my paranoia.

I needed an ally. Someone outside Nicholas’s sphere of wealth and control.

I opened my phone and scrolled through the contacts Nicholas had tried to purge from my life over the last two years. He had systematically isolated me from my college friends, claiming they were “immature” or “jealous of our lifestyle.”

Except for one.

Maya Vance.

Maya and I had shared a flat during our postgraduate years. While I went into commercial architecture, Maya had gone to law school, eventually becoming a partner at a firm specializing in forensic evidence and domestic abuse litigation. Nicholas had hated her from the moment they met; she had seen through his smooth, predatory charm in ten minutes. When Nicholas and I married, he had engineered a vicious falling-out between us by “accidentally” misplacing Maya’s wedding invitation and telling her I had decided she was too toxic to be included in my new life.

I hadn't spoken to Maya in sixteen months.

I downloaded an encrypted messaging app, set up an anonymous account, and typed her private number from memory.

*Maya. It’s Sophie. Nicholas is drugging me with synthetic antipsychotics and has filed an ex parte petition to take Julian this Friday. He staged crime scenes in our house. Dr. Althea Sterling is helping him. I have nursery cam footage of him switching my pills. I have the pills. I have seventy-two hours. Please don’t hang up.*

I hit send.

For three agonizing minutes, the screen remained blank.

Then, three dots danced on the screen.

*Where are the pills right now?* Maya replied.

*In my drafting compass case under the stairs. Three capsules. Unconsumed.*

*Don’t eat or drink anything in that house that isn't from a sealed can,* Maya typed back instantly. *I have a contact at the King’s College toxicology lab. Can you get out of the house today?*

*No. Brenda the nurse is watching me like a hawk. Dr. Sterling is coming here tonight for dinner with Nicholas’s mother.*

A long pause.

*Then play the part tonight, Soph,* Maya instructed. *Give them the exact performance they’re looking for. Make them believe their drug is working perfectly so they don’t change their timeline. At 9:00 p.m., while they’re at the dinner table, have an “episode.” Retreat to your room. Leave the front porch light on. I will be in a courier van outside. Throw the compass case into the bushes by the hydrangea hedge. Can you do that?*

*Yes,* I replied.

*Hold on, Sophie. I’m pulling every favor the firm has. We are going to bury this bastard.*

I deleted the app, wiped the phone’s browsing history, and walked into the bathroom.

I looked into the mirror.

For the first time in nine weeks, the woman staring back at me didn't look broken. The dark circles were still there, the hollowed cheeks were still pale, but the eyes—the eyes were cold, lucid, and burning with a savage, mother’s fury.

***

At seven-thirty that evening, the dining room of our townhouse was aglow with candlelight.

The air was heavy with the rich scents of roasted duck and truffled potatoes, prepared by a private caterer Nicholas had hired for the occasion. The heavy silver cutlery gleamed against the Belgian linen tablecloth.

At the head of the table sat Nicholas, looking magnificent, laughing charismatically as he poured a vintage Pomerol into the wine glasses.

To his right sat his mother, Evelyn Hastings—a desiccated, aristocratic woman draped in cream cashmere and pearls, whose mouth was permanently set in an expression of mild disgust, as though the world were an unwashed subway car.

To his left sat Dr. Althea Sterling.

She wore a bespoke emerald-green pantsuit, her blonde hair cut into a severe, elegant bob. Her manicure was immaculate. When she looked across the table at me, her eyes were bright, assessing, and utterly devoid of humanity. She looked at me the way an entomologist looks at a beetle pinned to a piece of cork.

And there I sat.

I was wearing a faded grey woolen dress that hung loosely on my frame. My hair was tied in a messy, careless knot. I had deliberately avoided putting on makeup; I wanted my skin to look as chalky and hollow as possible. My hands sat on my lap, trembling in small, rhythmic spasms—a performance I had practiced in the bathroom mirror for an hour.

“It’s simply marvelous that you’re trying, Sophie dear,” Evelyn said, cutting a sliver of duck with her silver knife. “Though I must say, when I had Nicholas, I was back on the equestrian circuit within three weeks. This modern fixation with ‘postpartum distress’ seems rather… indulgent, don't you think, Althea?”

Dr. Sterling dabbed her lips with a napkin, offering Evelyn a knowing, clinical smile.

“The biological vulnerabilities vary wildly between constitutions, Evelyn,” Dr. Sterling purred smoothly. “Some women possess the internal resilience to handle maternal transition. Others… well, their hormonal architecture simply collapses under the stress. It leads to profound neurochemical dysregulation. Paranoia. Memory lapses. An inability to discern reality from internal fantasy.”

She turned her sharp gaze directly onto me.

“How are the morning doses treating you, Sophie? Nicholas mentioned you seemed somewhat… agitated yesterday.”

I dropped my soup spoon. It clattered loudly against the porcelain rim of the bowl, splashing broth onto the tablecloth.

Nicholas’s jaw tightened imperceptibly, but his face remained a mask of gentle, suffering patience.

“I’m sorry,” I whimpered, pulling my hands back into my lap, hunching my shoulders until my spine curved. “I… my hands. They won’t stop shaking.”

“It’s the anxiety, darling,” Nicholas said softly, reaching across the table to lay his hand over mine. His grip was tight, his knuckles pressing into my bruised wrist, a silent, vicious warning. “You see, Althea? Even holding a spoon is becoming a trial for her. She was pacing the nursery at 3 a.m. again last night, convinced Julian had a fever.”

“He did have a fever,” I mumbled, staring down at my lap, letting my voice crack with manufactured madness. “He was burning, Nicholas. You wouldn't let me call the doctor. You took the phone… you always take the phone…”

Evelyn set her fork down with a sharp, judgmental clink.

“Good heavens, Nicholas,” she murmured, shaking her head. “To accuse you of withholding medical care from your own son? It’s unhinged.”

“She doesn't mean it, Mother,” Nicholas said, his voice heavy with martyred nobility. He looked at Dr. Sterling, a subtle, triumphant flicker dancing in his eyes. “She isn't herself. The illness has completely taken the woman I married.”

Dr. Sterling pulled a small, black notebook from her handbag and made a brief, elegant note with her gold fountain pen.

“Delusions of persecution,” Dr. Sterling murmured softly, ensuring Evelyn could hear. “Projection of neglect onto the primary protective caregiver. It’s textbook, Nicholas. I’m afraid the outpatient regimen is simply failing to arrest the decline.”

“What does that mean?” I cried out, abruptly shoving my chair back. The legs scraped violently against the herringbone floorboards. I stood up, swaying slightly as if struck by vertigo, knocking my water glass over. Water pooled across the linen, dripping onto Evelyn’s cream trousers.

Evelyn gasped, jumping back in horror. “Sophie!”

“I have to check on him!” I shrieked, clutching my head with both hands. “He’s crying! Don't you hear him crying? He’s screaming up there!”

The house was dead silent. Julian was fast asleep on the second floor, watched over by Brenda.

“Sophie, stop this,” Nicholas commanded, standing up, his face hardening as he moved around the table toward me.

“Don't touch me!” I screamed, retreating backward toward the dining room doorway, knocking an antique vase on the sideboard so it wobbled precariously. “You’re doing something to the house! You’re putting things in the walls!”

Dr. Sterling stood up, her face a mask of calm, clinical satisfaction. “Nicholas, let her go up to the room. Don't engage. Confronting the delusion only escalates the acute mania.”

“I’m going to Julian!” I sobbed, turning on my heel and bolting from the dining room.

I didn't run upstairs.

I sprinted down the hallway toward the utility closet beneath the stairs. My movements were lightning-fast, entirely stripped of the clumsy delirium I had just displayed.

I snatched the heavy drafting compass case from the bottom of my portfolio.

I glanced at the grandfather clock.

8:58 p.m.

I dashed to the front door, turned the deadbolt with a muffled click, and slipped onto the front porch. The freezing night air hit my face like a bucket of ice water. Down the quiet, tree-lined Kensington street, a nondescript white courier van was idling fifty yards away, its hazard lights blinking once, twice.

I didn't hesitate. I wound my arm back and hurled the heavy leather compass case straight into the dense, dark leaves of the hydrangea bushes bordering our front iron railings.

It landed with a dull, soft rustle.

Behind me, the dining room door opened.

“Sophie?” Nicholas’s voice boomed down the hallway, stripped of all gentleness, cold and furious. “Where the hell are you?”

May you like

I slammed the front door shut, spun around, sank to the hardwood floor, buried my face in my knees, and began to wail like a wounded animal.

***

Related Stories

Other posts